Note: This is just a quick blog so I don’t fall behind. Next week will be a better post.
Sorry for not blogging on Monday but I had to have a sick day. I woke at four with a blinding headache which I quickly recognised as a migraine. I couldn’t turn my head without the world spinning and there were definite squiggly things in my vision.
I proceeded to get ready for school (because I’m me and I’m bloody stubborn) but decided, at 6.15am, that it might not be the best idea for me to go to school. Instead, I went in, briefly, to set up relief.
Relief is something that I hate doing. I hate having days off sick because it is often more of a hassle to set up relief than it is to actually teach a class when sick. I know that I’m not the only teacher who thinks like that, either.
Anyway, I went home and slept most of the day a way. I couldn’t even attempt to look at my computer for longer than a couple of minutes.
The benefit of the sick day is that I got extra sleep and, as someone who doesn’t get sufficient sleep anyway, this is always good. It also allowed me to come back into school in a better frame of mind.
I’m not going to lie. I have days were I question why I became a teacher. Not because I think I’m a terrible teacher (though I have those days as well)- but because I feel like I can never do enough. I plan lessons, spend hours researching ideas and theories and even more hours reading about ways to make myself a more efficient teacher – a more effective teacher. Still, I always feel as if there is more that I could be doing.
My average day:
5am – wake up and do some stretches and get the coffee ready
5.30-6.30am – Drink said coffee, check emails, mark some essays, eat breakfast.
6.45/50am – Arrive at school and begin organising my classroom, do more marking, prep lessons and so on
8.25am – Morning Briefing
8.40 – 3.15 – Teaching/planning/duty/brief breaks
3.15-4.30 – Still at school most days – sometimes I have a meeting sometimes I’m just trying to get work done.
5pm – Hopefully home and sometimes still doing work.
Now this is just my average week and I’m not doing a thing where I’m all like – look at the hours I work – I’m stating my day. And, having that sick day, helped me put some things in perspective. (No guarantee how long this will last)
Writing down what I do helps me remember that I also need to acknowledge what I do as a teacher and as a person. It also reminds me that I like smiling and I like helping students and fellow teachers. Teachers have a difficult job and, although most people realise it, we don’t always acknowledge it.
So, to all my fellow teachers:
You are wonderful, brilliant, amazing, powerful, educated and strong.
And this lovely Buzzfeed list about teacher memes